I have been very calm, cool, and confident about my 3 month remission check tomorrow today.

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Until about 5 minutes ago.  When out of nowhere my chest constricted, my breath stopped, And suddenly I am having this well of near-panic about Cancer that I know… I know… I knowis gone and not back.

.But ohmygod body CALM YOUR FUCKING TITS PLEASE.

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Cause it’s not bad enough that I’m having a really really bad pain week… can we please not add a completely unnecessary panic attack to the mix?

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I think this is a nyquil night.

  1. pom-seedss said: *offers hugs* I am an inbox away if I can be any help.
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