I have been very calm, cool, and confident about my 3 month remission check
Until about 5 minutes ago. When out of nowhere my chest constricted, my breath stopped, And suddenly I am having this well of near-panic about Cancer that I know… I know… I knowis gone and not back.
.But ohmygod body CALM YOUR FUCKING TITS PLEASE.
Cause it’s not bad enough that I’m having a really really bad pain week… can we please not add a completely unnecessary panic attack to the mix?
I think this is a nyquil night.